Wow, November is almost over! I dont even know where the month as gone... It's a wild ride these last 6 weeks or so... I am still trying to figure out a way to get to Europe. I can't explain to any one how it is burning within my soul. At this point, I almost dont care where I end up in Europe, I just feel like I need to be there. I'm looking at every possiblity there could be... We will see where it ends up... I cant believe Thanksgiving is this week. I am looking forward to the day of family. I actually have to work, yea, it purely sucks, and I was upset about it at first, but then I realized, that the hotel will be dead, and I will be able to read my book, and do some more job searching for something with a little more money... To save for Europe... :) I have that on brain... I dont know how to tell you other than it's like a fire burning in my soul... I just want to be there like never before. I've applied for a few teaching jobs, that offer great deals and such.... So, we will see what happens. I applied for a job in Korea, and they've been contacting me about coming on with them. However, I can't go an entire year without my family and missing the important dates, like: Megs graduation, Landens first birthday, and small stuff like that...

Today I went to Tampa, and Had lunch with my Lisa... Gosh I've missed her like crazy!!! I had so much fun with her and talking with her! Every time I walk away from her I feel like I've gained something new... I also go to see my sweet Ms. Hudson. When I walked in, She looked to me, and said, " Why dont you just come back and do the masters? You cant stay away... " I stayed in her class, it made me realize how much I miss her classes, and her! My goodness, I miss the days of sitting in her class, and being there all day... I also met another lady, Dr. Singh we sat and talked about the masters, these poor people are trying HARD to get me back. But, I just dont feel ready, for whatever reason... Well, other than that mini update I am set...
Hope all has a great thanksgiving...
love to all

just a little something.

Life these last few weeks for me have been more than frustrating, I’m being stretched more than ever and sometimes I don’t handle it so well. A lot has changed, for us as a nation, for our world, and yet for so many personally. I’ve become very frustrated with my current employer, and his lack of understanding how to be a manager, or run a hotel for that matter. It’s sad when your employees who are new know more than you do about the hotel you’ve been overseeing for two years now. Anyways, that’s not the purpose of my email. Personally, I was looking forward to a nice holiday season, where I wasn’t be rushed about from working on Thanksgiving, and Christmas, or having to rush off to classes, I was ready for a year to just be able to hang out with my family, and make memories, put the lights on the tree of choice, and the list goes on. However, due to my current situation, unless something happens, which is what I am hoping for… It will be a rushed season… To many wondering about Spain, and all it was going to be, it’s been put on hold. For when I am not sure, I do hope it happens soon. No, this doesn’t mean I will be enrolling for the Masters, if you ask Sweet Ms. Hudson I will do it in time, her face said that to me yesterday when I proudly announced I wouldn’t be doing the masters, she also reaffirmed what I saw in her expression through her gentle words. Anyways, that’s the latest update. I am trying a to get a job here, or anywhere for that matter. All in all, I am thankful for my job and I am thankful I know how to do it well, and even though life is a little out of hand right now, and I might feel like losing it from time to time, I am still alive and breathing, I am still able to enjoy all the love that surrounds me. And to that, I am thankful